I Want Mommie...

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Building with anticipation and excitement as my time to go pick up Madalyn grows nearer and nearer. I look forward to seeing her and picking her up giving her a big hug. I understand that it will be difficult at times during the exchange but it doesn't seem to make it easier.

So in my excitement I am faced with, "I want mommie". I tell you what I do not like those three words much. My heart just dropped. I realized that the moment I heard those three words I judged myself as a father and I found my self lacking. I know it isn't true. I provide well for Madalyn and I know whe loves me. Sometimes growing up is hard to do, even for daddies...

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