The Terrible Twos


My precious little angel is still precious but lately she is less and less of an angel. The way she bosses me around and gets angry when she doesn't get her way has me questioning who really is in control here. I would like to think that I am but realistically I think she is getting the upper ground. I better put a stop to it otherwise I am going to be in trouble later down the road.

The last thing that I want to be is a Disney Land dad. I want Madalyn to grow up knowing that she can count on me and I love her more than anything on this earth. It scares me to be firm with her but I really don't have a choice, I am winging this parenting thing.

I also strugle with my exwife because she has not shown up to see Madalyn twice this week because her schedule didn't permit. I never want to be like that. I can't imagine not seeing Madalyn, when I am with her I experience the blessing of God and I love it. I hurt for Madalyn and I only hope that I can provide for her what she needs, atleast I pray that I can. I also look forward to someday that I will meet a wonderful Godly woman whom will accept Madalyn and I and be our best friend.


Steve said...

Hey Jason. I've enjoyed reading your blog! I work with Steve who is another single dad that you had e-mailed via his blog. Could you please drop me an e-mail, I have a question for you...I would appreciate it. Thanks!

Kristi said...

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