ReFocus Priorities
After a very quiet weekend I have realized again that I seem to focusing on the things that I don't have rather than what I do have. No wonder I always feel empty, I am looking for a quick fix to feel better or different about myself, getting more money, finding a wife, and I lose focus. I get stressed and frustrated because the progress isn't there, I feel I am working hard to achieve goals without seeing any reward. If I am not destined to be rich why should I continue to spend time in pursuit? There should be other things out there that if I were to do at least I would get enjoyment and fulfillment from them. Today I want to refocus my efforts and try to implement some discipline into my life. No more instant gratification, no more wanting, and no more moping about because I am lonely! I have let my relationship with God suffer and I constantly feel empty in this relationship and it is because my eyes are on me, not Him. This is not how I want Madalyn to grow up and re...