Girl Crazy
I guess it is that time of the year again, spring is here and the flowers are blooming and I am in need of a woman. So again I am faced with the question of, "Why is it so hard to meet attractive, intelligent, godly women?" I am coming to the conclusion that they either don't exist (no offense to all you woment out there) or they are all married. Well I got one thing going for me. Winter is only 8 months away and I will go back to my cave and hibernate.
A few weeks ago I was talking with my step brother and we seem to be in the same boat. There used to be a time in our lives where finding a date was not to hard but since our divorces we seem to have this invisible sign that stays "damaged" keep out!
I know God has a plan for me and I have healed from my divorce 2 years ago but sometimes it is hard for me to know my ex is on her millionth boyfriend and my heart and soul is screaming out to God for the one He has for me.
Everyone tells me to stop looking for it and it will come. Not sure how to do that, also not sure how I am looking either. It isn't as if I am going to the bar or grocery store to find a wife. Plus how do you not look for something that you want? I don't know, now I am just rambling. Maybe I am meant to be alone and I just have to accept that...
A few weeks ago I was talking with my step brother and we seem to be in the same boat. There used to be a time in our lives where finding a date was not to hard but since our divorces we seem to have this invisible sign that stays "damaged" keep out!
I know God has a plan for me and I have healed from my divorce 2 years ago but sometimes it is hard for me to know my ex is on her millionth boyfriend and my heart and soul is screaming out to God for the one He has for me.
Everyone tells me to stop looking for it and it will come. Not sure how to do that, also not sure how I am looking either. It isn't as if I am going to the bar or grocery store to find a wife. Plus how do you not look for something that you want? I don't know, now I am just rambling. Maybe I am meant to be alone and I just have to accept that...
8 comments:
Jason i understand completely. I am a single mother, and am having a hard time finding someone decent. I came across your blog when i searched for kids stressin me out. Lol Anyway I love this blog. Reading everything here really gave me a boost. :-)
I wish you the best of luck. I know God has a plan for me, and you. The past couple weeks have been pretty good. God has helped me not want things so bad lately. I guess we will see what happens. Maybe I am destined to be alone. NOOO!~
Lol. Ive said the same things lately! Sometimes it sure feels that way. Thank u very much 4 the well wishes, Im going to need the luck! :-) And yes, God does have a plan...I just wish hed share it with me. lol ;-) Nice picture btw!
I am learning about patience! Somedays I just wish God with give me the date of when it is all going to come together for me. So you like my mug shot huh?? No teasing allowed!
No I def was not teasing! I really meant that. Its a good pic. I know how u feel, I think sometimes I could have way more patience if I just knew the schedule. lol But He knows best....
Well aren't you sweet! That would be worth a cup of coffee but since it would take a plane ticket, hotel accomadations, etc that would average out to be one expensive cup of coffee.
Hang in there, I am sure you have a few more years than I. When you start pushing 40 it is time to start wondering if it will ever happen.
:-)
This is a tough subject......and letting God show us His plan in this area of life is difficult, and as you said it's hard to wait patiently.
In the mean time, my focus is on being a good mom and making sure that I'm becoming the person that God wants me to be. I know He has a plan, I'm not sure yet what it is, but I know that God only gives His children good gifts, so I'm trusting Him.
Ahh! the trusting God concept. That is always good.
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