Friday Night Blues

Here it is another Friday night and I am finding myself lonely, alone and depressed. I feel like I am the only one that has no plans or no one to spend quality time with. At least when I have Madalyn I have companionship and something to do. I guess it is not all bad, I do enjoy the time to myself but for so long I have prayed for my best friend. I continue to pray that God will make the way for her soon.

On a different note: I have been praying for ideas and places to meet people that don’t have to do with bars and clubs and as I checked my mail this evening I found a neat publication that listed classes for next month at local high schools. All sorts of classes, it was a total answer to prayer. The opportunity to be around others and learn something, WOW! I know God worked that out for me and I am thankful. I can’t wait to check some out next month.

Tomorrow will be better, I can see Madalyn running to daddy for a big hug, I can’t wait. I can’t wait for some adult companionship either but there is nothing like a 2 year old to keep me smiling. I am surprised how hard it is to meet people at church that have the time or even the same interests. I know I must give it over to God and show some patience, a quality I lack.

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Anonymous said…
hi jason i know the lonely friday night - may the lord bless and keep you strong carol-ann x
September 26, 2007 at 6:08 AM
Jason said…
Thanks Carol Ann. The Lord does get me from one day to the next. It is just those moments of weakness that get me down occassionally. I know there is something better for me right around the corner but it is always nice to hear from others who have experienced similar things.

Thanks again
September 26, 2007 at 4:39 PM
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